Functioning Depression

Depression and mood disorders are not pretty. Here are pictures of the bad days…..I want people to know. I want people to see the reality Advertisements

Not so small rant; Masculinity VS Sensitivity

Once again my oh-so-fragile-feelings have been hurt. It would seem sometimes as though my man goes out of his way to hurt my feelings, and then im mocked for having feelings. He is such an outdated chauvinist pig, but he doesn’t even realize it, he thinks he’s great! It gets so offensive to women’s overall progress sometimes, I…

Longest day of the year

Nope!!! Not the one you’re thinking about, in June. I mean the day before every payday, if just like our family and you fit into the upper poverty bracket. The one where the government insists you are earning enough to live off of and therefore cuts you off from any benefits you might have gotten had…

Sometimes it seems like fun

It was a nice day and once we got the children to stop beating each other up and the man came up and rose from the kingsize……that’s when that rare moment of fun happened. The 1% that I strive for to make it all seem worthwhile. …and the baby bean was finally asleep from swinging!!…

Sunny side up

Happy first day of spring people!!! This morning I was rudely awoken by the boys looking for their Xbox batteries, the ones we stole from them last night so we could watch Netflix upstairs….we must have about 5 million dead batteries by now, when will they implement a deposit on batteries and make it worth…

Weekend shift at the nut house

Oh boys……the two eight year old boys are running around the house laughing because the baby has no diaper on. My man has visitation “rights” to see his son for two days every second weekend, which was very kind of the court system,…right? *wink* I have an eight year old son he has an eight year old son,…

Tuesday, bloody Tuesday

  It’s Tuesday morning in my house, there’s chaos all around my kitchen and it makes me want to reach for a bottle of red wine and get completely wasted. I could put on some Motown and dance in the way only a person who’s drunk and all alone would dance. Dance like no one…